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        When I returned from my leave of absence from my writing group, I created Reba, a character who is based upon myself and helped me work through a lot of the things that I myself was going through, feeling, and thinking.

        Her story is therefore very similar to my own history. Reba married young, and her husband immediately asked her not to go onto the ship to work even though he'd known for a while that it was what she wanted to do, and she went anyway. This created friction in their relationship right from the start, for when she'd look for that shoulder to lean on during troubled times, he wasn't there for her and would instead rebuff her, saying that she'd brought this upon herself, since he'd given her the chance to opt out of going on the ship. Since a large part of what Reba believes about marriage is that you're supposed to be there for one another to talk with and share the problems of the outside world together, she was sorely disappointed, which she ought to have told him, but she didn't, since Reba hates getting into arguments and that would have been sure to cause one for no real purpose, since Steret wasn't likely to change his attitude.

        It didn't help that Steret was possessive and frequently jealous of any male friends that she made, and asked her often if she were cheating on him, an accusation that further hurt Reba's feelings, that he might think so little of her as to think that she were some kind of scarlet woman who was unable to keep her word. He knew this upset her, and she made sure that he knew how disgusted she was with him when he would ask such things, and she never once asked him if he were cheating on her, placing a trust in him that he refused to display in her. After a while, it seemed easier for Reba to simply stop talking to those friends who excited Steret's jealousy, for the fights frequently were bad enough to cause her to break into tears. Her friends didn't want to cause her any pain either, so they backed quietly out of the picture. It wasn't long before Steret was picking Reba's friends for her, and she'd lost contact with the friends that she'd had before she'd married him as well, for they moved to Kohen Hold and away from their home Hold of Brightcliff.

        Steret's control also went into their finances; once Steret demanded that Reba help him buy a boat that his grandfather had sailed on. The boat was old and in need of repair, and they'd had to take out loans to get the boat. Reba didn't even know who exactly they owed for the boat or how exactly Steret managed to finagle the finances to get it, but it was made clear to Reba at that time that Steret valued that boat far more than he valued her, since he told her that he would leave her if she didn't help him to get it. Reba doesn't believe that things should ever be more important to someone than their family, a fundamental difference in philosophy from Steret, apparently.

        Reba ended her term on the ship, and at Steret's insistence, didn't renew her contract, so she stayed at home and took a job at the Hold, and now that they were together all the time, things began to get worse. She'd left the ship with the intention of getting pregnant and having a baby, but it didn't happen right away, something that Steret blamed Reba for. He had older friends, who all had children of an age to play with, and he was bitter that Reba hadn't stayed at home from the start, for they could have had children of about that same age if she had. Reba didn't even think that he treated her dog Bart with the respect that he deserved, causing plenty of arguments, and didn't want to think about what type of message he would be sending to any children that they had about how a man was supposed to treat his wife.

        Gradually, things eroded until it seemed that her husband rarely had anything nice to say to her, or her to him, and Reba had to admit that their marriage was in serious trouble. So she began to ask him to go to marriage counseling, an idea that he rejected forcefully. Finally, she demanded that they either go to counseling, or she would leave him. Steret's answer was still no, he wouldn't go to counseling, and he said that he would rather leave her than go to counseling because it was "gay and a waste of money". Yet somehow he managed to talk Reba into staying despite this, saying that he'd work on his behavior and start treating her better. Four days later, Steret lost his temper when Reba didn't allow him to blame her for a minor thing that was clearly his fault, and he hit her with the belt in his hand. That was the last straw and the end of their relationship. Reba left him, moved back to Brightcliff with her parents, and started to look into getting a divorce.

        This is where events changed for Reba. She was still trying to find a job when she was Searched and went to Rising Dawn Weyr, taking her dog Bart with her. Steret continued to write to her, and visit whenever possible, but his message seemed almost always to be the same; it was all Reba's fault that their marriage was ending, because he was now willing to go to counseling and work on their marriage, so she should be too. He did his best to make her feel bad about herself and guilt her into going back to him, but she stood her ground and refused to go back. She had tried to get Steret to realize that their marriage was in trouble, and he'd buried his head in the sand and denied it, and now it was too late for them to fix things, because she didn't trust him and never would be able to do so again. Finally the harassment from her husband became so bad that she talked to the Weyrwomen and had Steret banned from visiting her at the Weyr. She then wrote to him and told him that if he had anything important to say to her, he should do it in letters. He wrote a few more letters about how it was her fault, and then probably realized how bad they made him look and how she could use them against him by showing them to Lord Andon if she wanted to, so he apologized profusely for everything and stopped writing to her at all, a turn of events that surprised but pleased Reba. She then went to Lord Andon of Brightcliff and got divorced, leaving Steret with the properties and the debts associated with them.

        About a month later, Reba stood for the Hatching of Sulienth and Rudyeanth's clutch, and Impressed a beautiful emerald green dragon named Tenalth. Tenalth doesn't mind Bart, knowing how important he is to Reba, and Bart slowly came to trust the dragonet, something made easier by the fact that she was so small when she started out. By the time that Tenalth was fully grown, it didn't even occur to Bart not to trust her with Reba, and they became a happy trio. They moved to Storm Fires Weyr when Rising Dawn was destroyed by the pirates. Staying at Storm Fires Weyr had been Reba's plan all along, since she wished to be closer to her family, who moved to Falling Sky Hold shortly before she moved to Storm Fires Weyr.

        After a while, Reba's younger brother Rebret was Searched, and he Impressed a brown named Sehanath, to her delight. His name changed to R'et. Although R'et and Sehanath have graduated, neither Reba or R'et plan to move away from Storm Fires Weyr. Their dragons don't have an uncomfortable degree of closeness, and both of them have stand-ins, so there should be no real problems with both of them living in the same Weyr.

        As we now know about Reba's past, we can go into what she looks like and her personality. In looks, Reba is not very like me. She stands at 5'6" tall, with her blond hair cut just off her shoulders. She has a heart shaped face, and her short blond hair attractively frames it and makes her light brown eyes sparkle. She also has a nice smile, which she shows often. She's not the prettiest girl around, but as one friend of hers put it, "She's a cutie who has the ability to be a hottie if she tries."

        One good reason for the breakup of Reba's marriage is her personality when compared with Steret's far more aggressive and dominant one. Reba is a nice lady who intensely dislikes confrontations, and thus will avoid them if at all possible. She can go to great lengths to do so, and when put under pressure to do something that she doesn't want to, will often cave. However, if she believes that whatever it is that she's being pressured into doing is the wrong thing to do, and then there is no chance of persuading her, for she has a stubborn streak which she can display for the right reasons. She doesn't often find people who want to take advantage of her good nature though, and her friends are all good people who wouldn't pressure her into doing anything that she doesn't want to do, so it's not normally a problem for her. She's a naturally sunny person with a lot of energy who works very hard at whatever it is that she does, believing that she ought to give it her best so that she can be proud of herself. Her dog Bart is often with her or nearby, and she is very affectionate with him, since she feels that it's easier to show her emotions with the dog than it is with people, who might not approve of such displays of affection.

        Her family is a very nice one, with her mother Baretta acting as a guiding hand for the family, her father Repaun as the laid back go to man for just about any project as a handyman, and her brother R'et who has his own page.







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